breathe

Bad things can happen if you're not in the right frame of mind.
All it takes is just a word of encouragement to turn your attitude around...

I've been feeling down since last week that I can't sleep right or to even blog. I get upset easily, discouraged and worried. It also doesn't help that I'm fickle-minded when it comes to making a decision. Negative vibes all around. So if you're feeling the same way I do, cheer up! Let's be stronger. Our insecurities are nothing compared to the turmoil and suffering others have to face every day. #firstworldproblems

Stuffing myself with food when I'm upset/stressed is one way I channel my frustrations even though it isn't necessarily the healthiest nor the best way. I chomp my food down with extra vigour. That satisfying crunch of potato chips between your jaws. The crispness of a chocolate wafer disintegrating on your tongue. I get intense cravings for sugary things like ice cream, gummies, cream puffs, chocolates... You name it. Most of the time I regret eating all these junk. Life of an emotional eater as I've known it to be (since primary school). Which explains why I was such a fat pig in uni...

Commitments, commitments. Talk is sure easy when you have nothing holding you back. Yearning for a life without responsibility is near impossible. Unless you're dead. Enough? Enough. Do not provoke me.